So how should I say this...Ah hell, I really don't know what to say!!! (regrets of putting up a page like this) Oh well, so I guess I won't have any other choice but to say something. It'll depend upon the reader if he/she will find this page useless, because I know it actually is. :) So this page is actually more about me and the things I do and of course the things I love. So here are some of those "I LOVE ♥♥♥"
I love...
♥ ANIME
♥ MANGA
♥ THE GAZETTE
♥SID
♥ALICE NINE
♥AN CAFE
♥ALESANA
♥MY DOGS
♥FOOD
I really couldn't remember much or should I say I couldn't easily describe if I love something or not - like at first I thought I love to hang out but in the end I realized that hanging out is boring and that going back to my usual ways (watching anime and reading manga) are still more fun than wasting time sitting on a certain place with friends and their friends which I totally don't know and in the end got myself out of place. I often call myself weird for always being left out of place with other people. Its as if I would feel that if I would tell them the things I like they would just end up looking at me weirdly and not listen to me at all and of course find me weird and boring - things like that (really how many times do I have to use the word weird in describing myself?). Why would I feel something like that? Well its because I tried telling those things to my best friend and she of course find me weird and never really paying attention whenever I open up topics concerning anime and all. But I don't really care if they don't want to listen to the things I want to say because I already have my blog and even though I know that it will be a rare chance for someone to stumble on my blog and read my posts. At least I am able to tell things without forcing other people to listen to me. Hah! I'm a loser aren't I? I know. I'm a geek, so obsessed with anime and manga - things that aren't real. OTAKU is the term for me and maybe it's even one of the reasons why nobody in our school likes me. Sheesh, who cares anyway? I may go on this stupid self pity post all day but of course I'm not that obsessed with other people's attention. I'm happy living within my own fantasies. ♥♥♥
